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[11-20-04 @ 5:34pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | UnderOATH- Boy painted Red...Living in Black ] So the past few weeks have been eventful... I officially LEFT SJV, I am not going to monmouth regional high school... i miss my friends so much... so much... i bought a crate half stack, and had the fuckin head stolen from me.... damn idiots that steal stuff, ive been playing a lot of shows with A Chilling Silence, but we seem to be falling apart... eehhh... Nothing really else to write, Working at Acme kinda sucks, but its all good. I've been single for a long ass time, getting kinda sick of it. Im begining to set my sights on some girls, but eh idk. whatever kids 4 SayGoodbye To What We Had

[10-17-04 @ 1:57pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | Coheed and Cambria- the cuts that mark the march of men ] idk why im updating, but my short shit entries get a lot of comments, and when i put an effort i dont get any attention :( 3 SayGoodbye To What We Had

this weekend [10-11-04 @ 4:43pm] [ mood | Doin Okay ] [ music | Atreyu-Deamonology and Heartache ] Alright, so i kicked off the weekend at dans house friday night, chilled with him jesus and buyer all night, did some crazy shit, rocked out the guitars and drums as his neighbors complained like little bitchs, they suck, anyway, later that night we did some 34 action which was fuckin cool as hell hahaha, it was halarious. then JC and buyer were dropped off, and me and dan chilled out, i crashed out so did he, woke up in the mornining, went to work saturday. Saturday: Worked from 2:30-7:00. got picked up at work by steve Cic, and Utah, went to KOK, A LOT of people were there. We played right before the station blues, right after blind and driving, it was a sick ass show, theres some pics, just IM me to ask for them "Kill0the0lights"- definetly and awesome show. i RIPPED my guitar strap iw as goin all out it was fuckin awesome as hell.! haha. im DEFINETLY getting my half stack!!!! YES YES YES!!!! :):):):):)!!!! Today: Off from school, got a call from work, so i had to go work which kinda sucked but it was all good, because that means i ge tmore monaayyy! i feel bad because i wanted to chill with lenny buyer and JC today, but shit got fucked up. :( its all good in the hood though, we'll all jam soon. IN THE FUTURE! (lol im so gay): Tomorrow is school :(, then Wednesday i take PSATS and i hope to go to nicole's with no parental supervision (SCORE!) if mike decides to take me home which i hope he does, because i been anticipating this for sooo fucking long<333. Hmm, then its only 4 days this week , workin thursday and saturday thats all, hopin to play a show on saturday at I CAFE, doubt it'll happen. but THIS NOVEMBER! ACS IS RECORDING BUY THE CD!!! lol, and this december we're playing some venue WAY up north jersey, with BIG ASS BANDS! how cool?! lol arite and the 26th of december im goin to the thursday/glassjaw show. then uhmm sometime in december im goin to a Senses Fail show with Lenny (???) that would be rad ..wow that was long. haha havent updated like that in a good amount of time, enjoy it kids.! 1 SayGoodbye To What We Had

[10-03-04 @ 7:01pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | The Early November- take time and find ] So, yeah i had work today, and i got some foriegn faggit, called me stupid and said i should be fired, because im a fuckin moron? i came too close to slmming his face. :) other then taht good day, school sucks. definetly does. hahaha i have NOTHING to write in here, anymore at all. lol. awesome, 3 SayGoodbye To What We Had

to be the last one, who will sing you to sleep [09-28-04 @ 4:03pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | Funeral For a Friend - This years most Open Heartbreak ] so today in school was gay ass.. i cut yesterday. Jodies party was pretty damn cool, it was really fun... after the party i crashed at jodies house, and cut school on monday, we went to the mall and she wanted to go get stuff with her gift cards so i just zoned out while she did her shoppin, it was pretty rad actually. i caught up with myslef, not something i get to do too often this november! A CHILLING SILENCE will be recording at MB studios on Freehold, we're hoping to get a good demo out there, so all those who can get out to shows can hear us, and those who are faithful to us and want to help us out even more by buying our CD, those faithful lovely girls and boys who attend our concerts! :) so yeah thats all the news, school is gay, so are you and all your friends, unless you love me, then your cool. arite im out kids later... 1 SayGoodbye To What We Had

Hey, long time to talk chaps [09-22-04 @ 5:29pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Taking Back Sunday ] Well those of you that know about my turmoil this past september, just to give release everything turned out quite fine. so this friday A Chilling Silence is playing at I Cafe, it should be an excellent show as normal. so go out and see us hott boys play. I shoul dbe studying for my gigantic Chem test tomorrow, but hey, who does that anymore... its so out of style. Ahh procrastination, my flaw <3. so yeah things are going swell... 3 SayGoodbye To What We Had

Fuck. Fucj, [09-10-04 @ 9:42pm] [ mood | Cold Inside. ] [ music | The Bled - Nothing We Say Leaves This Room ] AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I hate you. Go away. I SWARE WHEN I CUT MYSELF I WISH IT WAS YOU! 2 SayGoodbye To What We Had

"Give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill"-MCR [09-08-04 @ 4:42pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | My Chemical Romance - Thank You For the Venom ] Today was rather boring, no school for freshman orientation. Some things have been irritating me lately, and i can't deal with them alone, but as always i have no choice, and I'm in it for the long run this time, so I'm looking at aboue 6-7 months of pure hell. Its going to be beautiful when everyone realizes the mess I've made of myself. So i got the job at ACME.. Im going into work Monday, Wednesday and Thursday. For training and this saturday im getting my uniform or whatever. It should be good, im lookin forward to having money, and all. I need to get my half stack then pay for studio time whenever it happens. BAD NEWS.. Utah is going to be at some wedding in california, so no studio for us anytime soon, oh well... ACS isnt having any shows any time soon i don't think... we're writing some new interesting stuff though. well i am.. idk about them. 1 SayGoodbye To What We Had

Subjected to forgeting your name [09-07-04 @ 7:36pm] [ mood | Torn Apart ] [ music | Dashboard Confessionals- Living in Your Letters ] I'm talented im unique im different i am real i sware to god im not like them, i don't feel my tears are evident and on display my heart is torn, from the words you insisted you say I die of my own resiliance my friends are dying in my eyes only Im blinded ny your brilliance Cause of death : the words you insisted you say Finish me sweetheart Fulful your promise, tear me apart connect the bloody patterns on the stars diagnose me with loss of control wont you hold me? wont you kill me. wont you please I sware the knife is beautiful in all prospects I believe in love as much as i believe in prophets My hate is the latest star-struck memory tied to the bed post and lost in your black tears they shall evaporate the faces of all your fears So kiss me, this is the last time that you see me Wave, to me love, wave and forget my place Empty your heart, store it in the locket you shelter like a noose around your throat i shall die at war, on this frigate i wish i could set everything okay but now only time will tell the stories of the elders the stories of... the forgotten names turn to ghosts turn to skelitons in the closet Love, dont open that locket. Close your eyes. close them forever to forget the names. forget. <-- just wrote that "Subjected to Forgetting your name" Im in a really shitty mood. schools back in session, and i sware I've never been more miserable, even the thought that im getting my permit soon evaporates to tears, i sware i need to get out of here... i need to leave. 1 SayGoodbye To What We Had

im sorry it took me so long [09-04-04 @ 5:35pm] [ music | Taking Back Sunday - Set Phasers To Stun ] thank you those that have been there for me through this, you know who you are. A bad accident has occoured that's all ill post on live journal. I love everyone who has been there for me and assisted me in the attempt to make things right and okay. all we can do now is wait. either way, i love you nicole. one of my best friends. tomorrow is my birthday... i cant wait to be 16... God i hope everything is Okay. its killing my nerves... i did this to take my mind off things. i got it of laura aniello's xanga.. Series 1: Basics Name: John Birthdate: Sept. 5th (Tomorrow) Birthplace: jersey City Current Location: Tinton Falls Current School: SJV Current Job: Acme Markets... fuckers Eye Color: brown Hair Color: brownish whatever Righty or Lefty: Righty Zodiac Sign: virgo Innie or Outtie: innie Religion: fuck it Series 2: Who is...? the prettiest male you know: Davey Havoc, or andy hubbard lol the prettiest female you know: hehe The weirdest person you know: probably myself Loudest Person you Know: me the Quietest Person you Know: hmm idk? the Sweetest Person you Know: uhmmmmmm the Sexiest Person you Know: ;) Your closest friends: You know who you are the Person that Knows the Most about you: jodie. the person you love the most in the whole entire world right now forever: :) your Crush?: no one really Most Boring Teacher: all of them Series 3: What is...? your most overused phrase on aol: awesome. the first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning: this sucks. last image/thought you go to sleep with: too much your best feature: my ass your greatest accomplishment: no real accomplishments. your most missed memory: august 12th. Series 4: Do You...? take a shower everyday: maybe have a(any) crush(es): nope think you know you've been in love: yes want to get married: yeah Believe in yourself: sometimes have any tattoos/where?: nah piercings/where?: want my lip... bad get motion sickness: (spins in chair).... nope. think you're a health freak: yes get along with your parents: eh like thunderstorms: no... i love thunderstorms Series 5: Your Future: Age you hope to be married?: 23-25 Number and Names of Children: 2 boy(august) girl (allison) Where do you see yourself at at age 30: In a band Descibe your Dream Wedding: van halen playing the wedding song! FUCKAAHS! What do you want to be when you grow up?: a big name musician in a rock out band.. What country would you most like to visit?: im not in foriegn people. Series 6: what you think of the opposite sex? best eye color?: green best hair color?: hahaha as long as its not any shorter than the bottom of their chin, im fine. short or long hair?: long.. uhmm im a dude. best height?: SHORTER best articles of clothing?: skirts. thongs ... yeah... best first date location?: Beach. best first kiss location?: anywhere im not bein watched describe your dream mate: short, nice ass, sweetheart, treats me right. series 7: Other: What do you Wear to bed?: my boxers When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal?: hahaha last night bitches. How many rings until you answer the phone?: like 7000 cuz im lazy What's on your mouse pad?: dell How many houses have you lived in?: 1 How many schools have you gone to?: well... 2 What color is your bedroom carpet?: its wood. Are you in love? rawr Have you ever been in love? rawr Are you sexually active? GRR!! Do you have a significant other? not really How well do love and sex go together? very well Would you ever give oral sex in a random hookup? hmm... depends on what i get. Do you even do random hookups? yeah Have you ever been a "slut" or a "player" in a serious manner? player, is a retarted term, because bein a player is keepin yourself from letting girls break your heart. Do you use people? dont believe in it Been used? all the fuckin time Do you believe in waiting until marriage to have sex? nope Have you ever had a crush on a friend's boy/girlfriend? haha yeah but im not a gf stealer Have you ever done anything with a friend's boy/girlfriend? well. no i wouldnt do that Is it really better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all? shut up. shakspearian bulshit Has anyone ever used a pick up line on you? haha yeah... Do you like bad boys? oh yeah baby. Have you ever had a crush on a teacher? hahayeah dude. do you joke about sex a lot? mmmhmm Do you relate anything to sex? yes... math.. When was the last time you got some? thursday night </3 Is there someone you're longing to be with right this very second? yeah a few people. So, what's your ideal romantic date? alone If you liked someone and they asked you out, but they didn't believe in sex before marriage, would you turn them down? ehh. no. as long as they did everything else Does someone's social status/reputation have an effect on whether you would say yes or no if they asked you out? not at all. Would you date someone who would be likely to get you in trouble? no What about masturbating, do you do it? hahahahahaahahahhahahhahahah ... ...ahahahahahahahahaha Ever been caught masturbating? =x ever been caught doing something sexual with someone? mhm Ever walked in on your parents having sex?AAAAAAAAH DUDE! STFU! Do you carry condoms even if you never end up using them? yeah actually would you/have you ever skinny dipped? yeah dude its awesome Have you had sex? uhh yea? More than 50 times? lost count kid. Have you ever given anyone a blow job? well... shh. you ever fingered someone? hahaha im knowwwwnnn for that shit. If someone paid you, would you have sex with someone of the same sex as you? yeah sure. a lot of money Are You Straight or Gay? i can think guys are hot, but id never do anything with a guy If you could, would you look in on someone having sex? thats so wierd. Would you look in on your parents having sex? mmm... let me thinkabout that one... SHUT THE FUCK UP! Girls, have you ever been pregnant? i have, but im not a girl.. Do you think any of your siblings are sexy? ha. Have you ever had oral sex? a buncha times Have you ever had sex with a stranger? thats wierd dude If not, do you want to? sure lol Which one are you more afraid of getting...Aids or Pregnant? both, but at the same time? thats killer dude. Have you tried: Caffeine: sure Alcohol: Yes Tobacco: yes Marijuana: yes Cocaine: yes LSD: nop PCP: no DMT: no Ketamine: no Dextromethorphan: no Opium: yeah Heroin: i hate needles Morphine: yes Methadone: no What does your name mean? it means im gunna kick your ass fucker How old are you? 16 How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?) yeah no one beleves im only 16 What are your worst qualities? i dont think before i speak/act sometimes What are your best qualities? im intelligent and tallented, i guess. lol How long does it take you get ready in the morning? 15 minutes ~SLEEP~ Do you dream at night? yeah do you remember your dreams? UHMM IF I SAID I DO DREAM OBVIOUSLY I DO ASSHOLE Describe one: no What time do you go to bed usually? when i get tired What time do you wake up normally? when im not tired anymore What time do you wake on weekends? shut up Do you find waking late nice or annoying? awesome Do you sleep with one pillow or two? 3 ~SCHOOL~ Do you like school? not really Why/why not? it sucks Whats ur fave subject? lunch Most hated subject? math and everything else Do you have a fave teacher? kinda Ever had a crush on a teacher/coach? asking this Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person? slacker/low-life ~FAMILY~ Do you like your parents? uhhhmm sure Ever run away from home? yea? Ever thought about it? shut up Do you have any siblings? yep If so, do you like or get annoyed with them? not frequently How old are they? 19 If not, do you mind being an only child? wow Do you feel your parents spoil you? no! Do you have big family get togethers ever? hahaha shut up!!!!!!!!!!! ~RELATIONSHIPS~ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? naaah If so, are you in love with them? - Do they love you? - Do you have a crush? no! If so, are you in love? with my friends Do they know you like them? yes Is it serious or playful? both How long have you liked them? forever won something stupid to impress them? sure pal erienced unrequited love? unrequited Do u find it romantic or hurtful? both Even know what it is? shutup ~Religion~ Do you have a religion? no Do you practice it i.e go to church? SHUT UP Do you believe in God? i belive thers something after this life. thats all Jesus? no Satan? hes my half brother dude Heaven? no Hell? thats this stupid survey If you died tomorrow what do you believe will happen to you? id become a wood nymph and feed on tree bark.... or something Does death scare you? nope ~Morals~ Have you ever been drunk? yes Taken drugs? yes Stolen? yes Shoplifted? yes Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? yes Gotten into a fight? yes Are you more innocent or guilty? guilty Would you date a drug addict? no Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? yes Are you racist? yes :) but i only excentuate your racial issue if you anger me. Are you discriminatory to anyone? yes we all are Have you been a hypocrite in the past? maybe Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings? open ~Media~ Do you watch tons of tv? no.. telivision viewing time has no weight How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? why do you ask? HUH!? Do you listen to the radio often? i hate the radio it over plays good music, and bad. and over playing good or bad music is... well BAD Do you read the newspaper? no i dont care about whats going on in the world Do you read magazines? not really Are you a couch potato? no i dont want to be a potatoe im a couch broccoli Do you use the internet too much? yes ~Music~ Whats your fave style of music? rock. Do you play an instrument? guitar. Do you sing? yea Whats your fave band? Right now its AFI Why? they fuckin kick ass Have you met them before? hmm Name 3 cds that you've bought in that 6 months: i dont buy cds. im a pirate! ARR! Why did you buy them? because i wanted to look at them, WHY THE FUCK DO YOU THINK! ~Sport~ sucks. no answers here people Whats your fave sport? Whats your fave sport to watch? Do you have a fave team of any sort? Do you play a lot of sports? Personality~ Are you funny or serious? funny Creative or not? creative Logical thinker or lateral thinker? logical Are you outgoing or shy? outgoing Are you lazy or active? active Have you ever been hyperactive? yes Are you a naturally hyperactive person? shut up ~Looks~ Are you happy with the way you look? i wanna be skinier. Are others? yeah What would you change? my fatness Do you wear makeup regularly? nah Do you have a large wardrobe? not really ~Embarassing Moments~ Your all time most embarassing moment? when i farted and my mom went "OH ITS STINKY" and my sisters roomate and her ENTIRE family was standing outside the dormatory room. ha. that was great.. Ever snorted drink out your nose? yeah!!! Ever giggled like an idiot? yeeeaaa Ever embarassed yourself and pretended nothing happened? yes Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? uhmm no? Ever said something really stupid? yes Ever snorted while laughing? yes Ever fallen off a bed? haha awesome Ever sleepwalked? no Ever talked in your sleep? i just make funny noises ~Memories~ Whats your best memory? the times with those who i love. Worst? none are bad Whats the weirdest memory you have? R.I.P Do you have a good memory? yes What's the coolest holiday you remember having? the one where i finished this survey YEAHHH FUCKERSS! 3 SayGoodbye To What We Had

Random. [09-02-04 @ 5:51pm] [ mood | AAHHH!! ] [ music | The Bled - Never met another gemini ] hey, if i mean anything at all to you, anything. comment and tell me what it is, if your not an LJ user put your name as the subject of the comment <3 thank you. So yeah, chloe is a lost cause, the guy said it woul dcost over 400 dollars to have it fixed and able to play again, its really depressing... :( so my birthday is sunday, yay. like its actually going to matter to anyone at all.. woo. sorry im in a shitty mood, but im seein nicole tonight so that makes me very happy... :) alright kids ill talk to you later. 10 SayGoodbye To What We Had

poison hearts will never change [08-29-04 @ 4:01pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | AFI - Dancing through sunday ] This update is by special request.. lol so yeah the past few days have been pretty eventful. the finishing touches have been completed on Chloe (my custom SG) so i need to go buy parts, that will most likely be on wednesday... uhmm, i had a band practice, we knew our shit like it was our job so we really dont need practice, we're show ready but uhmm.. yeah looks like we're not havin a show anytime soon, which sucks... summers almost over which is realyl depressing, yet im gunna be happy to see all my people again. Oh well. This weekend really sucked, we drove up to penn state to drop beth off :( shes gone :(:(:(:(:( that really sucks, i miss her already. Im really bored, tuesday night dan is sleepin over i think so that should be totally rad. arite kids im done with this shit, ttyl. To What We Had

you think they're selling you truth, thruth is they're selling you out [08-21-04 @ 2:06pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | Thrice - Hoods on Peregrine ] Last night i chilled at dan's house it was so great, we set stuff on fire and shot bb guns at windows lol. It was friggin cool as hell. But right now im so frggin bored its not even funny, its raining like a mother fucker outside, so thats pretty cool. I did some writing on my guitar befre that was awesome. I haven't been doing much lately so it really sucks.. Soon me and ACS are heading off to the studio. so like it fuckers. school is so close.... :(... but its okay i guess.... 1 SayGoodbye To What We Had

[08-18-04 @ 1:34pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | Dashboard Confessionals - Winter in Lexington ] Do you feel my rush, my vigor Do you see my hush, my figure I wish I could hide in the sun But seems all they do is run Would you greet my hate, my courage Would you seek my love, my fear Let this raise the dead from their graves Lets pretend our affection is what saves And lets run away, oh lets get away Forever in the ashes of September All those special dates you seized to remember lets fall together, into the circle of bad luck let us die, oh let us fall Into the Ashes of September. I don’t think we’ll ever get away.. Do you remember when we held hands Does it mean anything at all When we use to dig our feet in to the sands Does the rise really outweigh the fall because your crying Oh yes, your crying. I am bleeding Oh yes, I am Bleeding. You’re a lush, and im lover you are red and I am blue theres no one in this world thats more differen than you but yet we stay together and yes we’ll die together and we’ll die young in the midst of our youth Let me be your let down oh, let me be your let down please. thats my latest work "the Ashes Of September"... Im really bored an hungry, in a shitty mood. i wanna go out tonight, but idk if anyone wants to do anything... its okay ill play video games... and guitar. and maybe talk on the phone with the cool kids that are like me <3. i so bored.. yesterday i chilled with tommy brown that was pretty cool i applied the last coat of polyurithane on my guitar and now i hope to get my parts and put it back together... 2 SayGoodbye To What We Had

can we cast our shadows alone in the dark? [08-16-04 @ 11:36am] [ mood | distressed ] [ music | Thursday - A Hole in the World ] So last night i saw nikolle, we had a good time, did what we always do. It was nifty. 1 SayGoodbye To What We Had

You call it murder i call it passion. [08-14-04 @ 11:33am] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | The Bled ] alright so this is how it all went down... tuesday i chilled out relaxed a bit... got all ready. Thursday! I get to matt's at about 4:00 and we drive over to Drews and help finish loading up the stuff, pretty rad. We jump in the cars and head over to RB. We go into Cluck-U... fuckin awesome they make KFC look like shit! hahaha. then we unloaded the truck and the car into the ally in the back of the I cafe. I missed Heros which ticked me off but its arite i saw Heidi, absolutely amazing, check em out. i borrowed their guitarists amp so hes a cool kid! We were on... it went amazing! the whols crowd was way into us and my solo in black heart lover... omfgggg it was amazing i had a BLAST. So that show was intensely amazing, i tore it up! Then i got to see Nikolle and hang out with her mike and megan. We had some fun walkin around and shit. Friday... We get to Krome, its a shitty day, raining and shit... We get there and unload the stuff. no one was there. We're there pretty phsyched up about going on third... OH HEY it's a Complete Death Metal show and we're playing last whoo hoo. i hate death metal, and all the kids that like it. so now i have to play emo/core in front of 50 death kids. oh no they decided to all leave when we went on so we got to play in front of like what 7 people, 5 of which were our friends. Bleh, whatever. October we are going into the studio and getting a CD out... so awesome. But last night was a pretty shitty night, although applebees was fun hahaha we got all appetizers! I got home by like 12:30. Talked to Nikolle on the phone and then i just crashed. and woke up not 15 minutes ago.. 3 SayGoodbye To What We Had

THURSDAY ALMOST HERE [08-09-04 @ 2:07pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | Taking Back Sunday ] oohh maaan i can't wait till thursday, be in the eyes of over a 100 people there to see my band play... ggaaaaahhh!! so many of my friends are goin its sooo sick! some people i have yet to meet are gunna be there ;) hehe. but yes, thursday. cant wait! :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINA HORIHAN!!! I LOVE YOU! :) im goin to the party tonight with MIke D. it should be pretty rad kids. later. To What We Had

oh maaann... [08-08-04 @ 10:43am] [ mood | Hung-over ] [ music | Senses fail - The Irony of Dying on your Birthday ] Last night was crazy, i chilled with Lenny, slept over. We started some trouble over at blimpie like cool kids and hit up some sandwitches. then we ditched out and jammed it out at lenny's casa for a few then got over to pauls to start heelpin him out. They played a siiick ass concert, some rad songs they picked. i gotta big ass bruise on my arm from carryin shit. Then Rich's guitar string snapped so i made like a hardcore kid and restrung it for him. He thought that was Effin geneous. So yeah. Then i rocked it out back at paul's house and they were maad impressed with me and my guitar, so cool. Now- th fun part :) Me and Sir. Lenny got fucking PLASTERD to put it in a less intense fasion. 1 SayGoodbye To What We Had

dans casa [08-04-04 @ 2:08am] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | nothin at the moment ] hey im at dans casa people. we be chillin. so later today im gettin my hair all cut and shaped and what-not should look sexy. everythings goin cool with my band, yesterday we practiced and we layed down a new song we hope to rock out at the show on the 12th that ll you super cool people are goin to! if you dont i hate you. yeah. i hate you. arite im out kids. later./ 7 SayGoodbye To What We Had

got this from regina. [07-31-04 @ 11:31am] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Dashboard Confessionals - Screaming Infadelities ] Have you ever...(put an X next to the things that apply to you) (X) been drunk. (X) smoked pot. (X) kissed a member of the opposite sex. (X) rode in a taxi. (X) been dumped. (X) shoplifted. ( ) been fired. (X) been in a fist fight ( ) had a threesome - kissing or otherwise (X) snuck out of your parent's house. ( ) been arrested. (X) made out with a stranger ( ) stole something from your job ( ) celebrated new years in times square. (X) went on a blind date. (X) lied to a friend (for decent purposes only). (x) had a crush on a teacher. ( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans. ( ) been to Europe a p p e a r a n c e Height: 5'8 Hair color: Brownish Skin color: white, kinda tan Eye color: brown Piercings: nope Tattoos: nope r i g h t n o w What color are the pants that you are wearing? Kahki-ish What song are you listening to right now? Dashboard - the best deceptions What taste is in your mouth? tooth paste What's the weather like now? hot How are you? excited Get motion sickness? nope Have a bad habit? of course Like to drive? yea f a v o r i t e s TV shows: friday night standup Conditioner: uhm, okay Book: dont read too much Non-alcoholic sad to say but addicted to: sex Alcoholic drink: Screwdriver with crandbury juice Thing to do on the weekend: band stuff, and chill with mi amigos h a v e y o u... Broken the law: haha yaaaaah. Ran away from home: yep Snuck out of the house: yep Ever gone skinny dipping: yep Ever tipped over a porta potty: HAHA yeah!! me and jay glezman in 8th grade! ahh i miss that kid Used your parents' credit card before: yep Fell asleep in shower/bath: mhmm in the morning before school Been in a school play: haha yeah, against my will l o v e girlfriend: </3 boyfriend: my band Children: yeah, my nuts. Current crush: ehh. Been in love: sorry to say so. Hard time getting over someone: yep Been hurt: mmhmm Your greatest regret: breathing Gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days: lol yeah r a n d o m Do you have a job: im getting one, but right now my band. Your cd player has in it right now: Atreyu - The Curse (not playing) If you were a crayon what color would you be: orange What makes you happy: My band and music What makes you happiest: music What's the next CD you're gonna get: My Chemical Romance's new one w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t Time you cried: ehh.. Time you got e-mail: today Thing you purchased: movie ticket Movie you saw in the theater: the bourne supremacy 1) Last dream: all have faded 2) Last car ride: ride home from the movie that was sold out last night 3) Last kiss: a while ago. 4) Last good cry: sadly i cant count the days on two hands since 5) Last Missing Library Book: who cares 6) Last movie seen: The Bourne Supremacy. 7) Last Book Read: uhmmm. i forget 8) Last cuss word uttered: bitch, but fuck came before that. 9) Last beverage drank: milk last night maybe. 10) Last Food consumed: your ass. ew.. 12) Last phone call: dannnn 13) Last TV show watched: dont watch tv 14) Last Item Bought: you asked this 15) Last time showered: yesterday at some point, but im takin one after this survey 16) Last shoes worn: my sandals 17) Last CD played: atreyu-the curse 18) Last downloaded: Dashboard songs 19) Last annoyance: my love life 20) Last disappointment: love 21) Last soda drank: pepsi one 22) Last thing written: my latest poem 23) Last key used: backspace. 24) Last words spoken: "it seems our day keeps falling on a leap year" and i was singing. 25) Last trip to the bathroom: this morning when i woke up 26) Last sleep: likw 1 hour ago 27) Last IM: nikolle 28) Last sexual fantasy: oh boy... 30) Last weird encounter: when i met the aliens 31) Last Store Shopped at: pac sun 32) Last ice cream eaten: i dont like ice cream 33) Last time amused: this morning. 34) Last time wanting to die: hmmm. 35) Last time in love: :( 36) Last time hugged: too long. 37) Last time scolded: while ago. maybe? 38) Last time resentful: hmm. 39) Last chair sat in: computer chair... idiot survey. 40) Last lipstick used: hahaha shut up. 41) Last underwear worn: ANTS IN YOUR PANTS boxers, goin cool style. 42) Last bra worn: i like to think i dont have boobs. 43) Last shirt worn: white independant shirt 44) Last class attended: Spanish 46) Last time dancing: like now man, im a dancin fool 47) Last poster looked at: AFI 48) Last concert attended: hmm i forget 49) Last webpage visited: Livejournal Well besides all that, today is day one of recording at red band rehearsal studios! we are begining preperations for the recording of our cd. You should all buy it like good kids. lol awesome. later. 3 SayGoodbye To What We Had

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